Waking up, breathing in, and breathing out. That’s the gift. Everything else is gravy.
I had quite the interesting evening.
It started off as a normal Thursday. I stopped by Best Buy and browsed a bit. I stopped by Barnes & Noble and browsed a bit more.
I ended up at Maniacs for dinner, which seemed easier and more convenient than trying to turn left onto Mallory at 6 pm.
The trouble started when I got in my car to drive home. I put my key in the ignition and turned. Nothing.
I tried it again. Nothing.
I waited a bit and tried once more. Nothing.
One of the guys who worked there tried to jump-start my car. Nothing.
I ended up calling AAA. The guy who showed up tried the same thing. Nothing.
Then he did something I’ve never seen before. He took a long wooden pole and jabbed it at something in my engine while the jumper cables did their thing.
I almost felt like burning incense and chanting to help out. It felt that mystical.
Whatever he did, worked. I was able to start my car and drive to Advance Auto Parts, where further testing revealed that my battery, starter, and alternator were all fine and dandy, thank you very much.
I still don’t know what happened. Maybe I’ll never know.
I do know that sometimes God is trying to get me to trust in the dark. It’s not enough to trust Him when all my prayers are answered and when all my dreams come true.
Perhaps the best place is trusting no matter what. Even if my car doesn’t start, even if my life doesn’t make complete sense, even if I never see another tangible sign of God, I still have more than enough reason to praise Him. I still have more than enough reason to trust Him.
Can you trust God if the job offers don’t come? Can you trust God if the spouse you’re praying for doesn’t get well? Can you trust God if the money doesn’t come through to pay those bills? Can you trust God even if you can’t see any hope that God will ever bring that significant other into your life?
Ultimately, God is enough. When you finally get that, you can trust Him no matter what. I think I got one step closer to that tonight.